downward spiral [ KOHELE ]

NN: hey leipus
NN: yeah i dont
NN: mind or anything
NN: but as for
NN: breakthroughs
NN: and stuff
NN: and more specifically
NN: as for the meaning of life
NN: i made one
NN: that was very
NN: groundbreaking
NN: for me
NN: life is pointless isnt it

NN: well recently
NN: i have discovered
NN: through studying
NN: an ancient tome
NN: of a religion
NN: that celebrates
NN: a near perfect god
NN: there is one
NN: passage
NN: that does not fit
NN: with the rest
NN: i have quite taken to it
NN: its about
NN: a troll
NN: perhaps a king
NN: as he searches to find
NN: the meaning behind
NN: this life we
NN: were given
NN: and he
NN: eventually comes
NN: to the conclusion
NN: that life
NN: is pointless
NN: and the evidence
NN: he brings up
NN: is rather astounding
NN: as well as
NN: particularly accurate
NN: would you like
NN: for me to
NN: share this
NN: discovery with you

NN: yes well
NN: he talks about
NN: all of his
NN: theories
NN: like maybe
NN: the meaning
NN: behind life is
NN: to become
NN: powerful
NN: or rich
NN: or work hard
NN: and so he
NN: tried to do
NN: these things
NN: and pretty much
NN: accomplished
NN: all of them
NN: he started
NN: at a farm
NN: and worked his
NN: way into becoming
NN: a king
NN: and he
NN: accumulated riches
NN: but it
NN: didnt really
NN: mean
NN: anything
NN: so maybe
NN: the key
NN: to living
NN: a wholesome
NN: and well spent
NN: life
NN: was just
NN: to do good things
NN: but he did good
NN: and no one cared
NN: and through this
NN: he learned
NN: that there really
NN: is no point to life
NN: because as it was
NN: said in this book
NN: that if the wise troll
NN: and the poor troll
NN: meet the same fate
NN: in the end
NN: then truly
NN: what difference is there
NN: in trying to become
NN: the wise troll
NN: when you will eventually
NN: die
NN: just like the poor troll
NN: and be
NN: forgotten
NN: just like
NN: the poor troll
NN: and so
NN: i realized
NN: the truth in this teaching
NN: and despite my
NN: lack of
NN: religious alliance
NN: i find
NN: that it is
NN: rather
NN: enlightening
NN: to the pointlessness
NN: in the life
NN: we were given
NN: so really
NN: what point
NN: is there in
NN: living
NN: when we will
NN: just be forgotten
NN: anyways

NN: i will
NN: give you a
NN: moment
NN: to process
NN: but just know
NN: that i dont
NN: think our purpose
NN: is to die
NN: just that
NN: we lack one
NN: all together
NN: since we will
NN: just be forgotten
NN: no matter
NN: what we do
NN: even if we
NN: manage to make
NN: it into the
NN: history books
NN: those will
NN: eventually be
NN: lost
NN: and so
NN: will we
NN: and it just
NN: it made so much
NN: sense
NN: it was the
NN: logical conclusion
NN: to draw
NN: and its a very
NN: realistic
NN: situation
NN: it is in fact
NN: the one
NN: that everyone
NN: is in
NN: we are all
NN: living
NN: but for what
NN: we do not
NN: have a purpose
NN: we are just
NN: here

NN: well that
NN: is true i suppose
NN: but if you think
NN: about it
NN: its a very
NN: true and
NN: realistic
NN: outlook
NN: dont you
NN: think
NN: and as
NN: for making
NN: our own
NN: meaning
NN: isnt that
NN: just kind
NN: pointless
NN: because
NN: even if we
NN: find
NN: a purpose in
NN: life
NN: what happens
NN: after we do
NN: it what happens
NN: once weve
NN: fulfilled that
NN: and even when
NN: we fulfill it
NN: it still wont
NN: matter since
NN: everything
NN: everything will
NN: be forgotten
NN: if you were
NN: a good troll
NN: in life
NN: what does that
NN: even matter
NN: 10 sweeps
NN: from now
NN: 20 sweeps
NN: from now
NN: it doesnt
NN: it doesnt mean
NN: anything

NN: well
NN: while i dont
NN: suggest
NN: that
NN: ive just
NN: come to
NN: the realization
NN: that nothing
NN: will matter
NN: so when doing
NN: something
NN: you think
NN: is good
NN: or purposeful
NN: or something
NN: just remember
NN: that it will eventually
NN: be forgotten
NN: and your efforts
NN: wasted
NN: and since
NN: im particularly
NN: lazy
NN: im not
NN: planning on
NN: wasting energy
NN: on something
NN: that doesnt matter
NN: but you
NN: can do whatever
NN: you want to do
NN: i think i
NN: will just
NN: sit here
NN: and let life
NN: pass me by
NN: and while
NN: that may sound
NN: depressing to some
NN: i think its
NN: a rather
NN: relaxing
NN: idea
NN: dont you