no need for hyysterics [TANTRI]

[Tantri Ardele]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 500px; background-color: #F1F1F1; padding:20px; border-top: 10px #77003c solid; border-bottom: 10px #77003c solid;] RT: Really? RT: No one else cared? RT: That is kind of terrible, I am sorry. RT: You do not have to worry about that Nereid, I do not think I could ever think ill of you for too long. You mean too much to me for that to occur. RT: In any event, you can tell me whatever you like.

[NEREID POMANO]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true] BS: Yes, well, I'm not their friends so it's understandable; I would do the same in their position. BS: Though I doubt any of them would be stupid enough to contact me in a time of grieving. BS: Anyways, me and my custodian did not communicate like you and yours would. We didn't have an inkling of understanding for each other and so it made our relationship a bit more complicated. BS: So we started communicating in a way we both understood; violence. BS: But I never wanted her dead. I don't think so. Maybe a little when irritated but never actually dead. Just things I thought. BS: Then one day she started another one of her tantrums and I was to quell it. I guess it got out of hand and I let outside frustrations occur and then BS: Then the cave system we were in started to act out. BS: You've seen her; she's much larger than me, there was no way she could escape like me. BS: I just left her

[Tantri Ardele]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 500px; background-color: #F1F1F1; padding:20px; border-top: 10px #77003c solid; border-bottom: 10px #77003c solid;] RT: Oh, well still, loosing a custodian seems like something worth at least a second of sympathy. RT: You know it technically is not your fault, per say. RT: You could not have helped much of anything in that situation. RT: And it would have been rather depressing for me if you had stayed and died with her. RT: However, I wish for your sake that it had not happened. RT: Our relationships with our custodions were very different, but I think loosing her still hurts for you. Yes?

[NEREID POMANO]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true] BS: Very different, but yes I guess it does. BS: I had thought it would be easy to just leave her there, let her deal with her own problems. BS: But for all my bravado I returned only an hour later. BS: She was still alive though buried under a lot of rocks. One must have pierced her too because there was a lot of blood. BS: I tried to help but every time I got close she would lash out at me or anything, which only ended up hurting her more. She wouldn't even let me near her. I'm not sure why, maybe she was disgusted with me. I thought we communicated the way we needed to, but maybe she didn't like it. Probably still despised me. BS: So I kind of sat there like some stupid wriggler and waited. It felt like a long time and then she just stopped. I'm not sure how long I stayed there, still waiting.

[Tantri Ardele]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 500px; background-color: #F1F1F1; padding:20px; border-top: 10px #77003c solid; border-bottom: 10px #77003c solid;] RT: Do you miss her? RT: Or maybe do you think you will miss her after this shock has dwindled down? RT: I am sorry but I do not know quite how to react. RT: It is nothing that you did, not in the slightest, but just the idea of a custodian dying sort of gives me this condescending feeling. As if Alternia is a worse or more gruesome place than I have learned. RT: I would give you a hug if I could, but I do not think you would accept it very well in any event.

[NEREID POMANO]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true] BS: Of course I miss her, and the shock has mostly gone. It's been nearly a perigee since it happened. I guess that makes me an awful friend for waiting so long to tell you as well. BS: And don't use my incident as more fuel for your campaign against Alternia. It was my... mistake, the planet didn't conspire to make it happen. BS: A hug? Well I... BS: I don't think I would be too opposed to one since you are offering and all. But now would probably not be the best of times. BS: This little confession is surprisingly doing quite a number on my stability.

[Tantri Ardele]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 500px; background-color: #F1F1F1; padding:20px; border-top: 10px #77003c solid; border-bottom: 10px #77003c solid;] RT: Do not worry, I will not. I only meant... never mind it is a bit complicated for even me to think about right now. RT: You are not an awful friend Nereid. I think I understand why you did not tell me, I would not hold that against you. RT: If that is so, then maybe I will give you a hug when next we see each other. RT: Maybe. RT: If you are feeling better.

[NEREID POMANO]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true] BS: Thank you for trying to understand Tantri; you really are a good friend. Those landdwellers are lucky to have you as well. BS: < And I will hold yyou to that hug~ ;] BS: < Sadlyy I will have to cut this conversation short~ BS: < I still lead quite a busyy life even without having to lug around myy Lusus anyymore~ BS: < Do tryy and enjoyy the rest of yyour night, I never intended to drag yyour mood down with all that useless information~ BS: < Until next time Tantri~ benthicSusurrus [BS] ceased trolling ragingTsunami [RT]