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Post by lofora on Jul 30, 2012 0:04:07 GMT -6
==> Lofora: BE TERRIFIED.
You ARE. You have passed out on the floor of the room you are using as your "respiteblock", or whatever is closest to that on the meteor. You are still in excruciating pain, and you have a scar on your forehead from the many times you slammed your head into the wall. You're awake, now, so you decide to do that again. It focuses the pain on your forehead, so you can focus on that rather than all the other pain.
You soon begin to bleed once more, the violet dripping down your face and onto your clothes. You're shaking. But you have enough sanity, this time, to realize that you need to contact your moirail. You need him. That's what moirails are for. You send him some messages.
barbaryShaman [BS] began trolling posthumousParadigm [PP] at --:--
BS: ✯ II FFUUCKIING NEEEED YY∞UU M∞REE THHAAN II'VEE EEVEER NEEEEDEED YY∞UU BEEFF∞REE.
BS: ✯ PLEEAASEE.
BS: ✯ II'M S∞ SCAAREED.
BS: ✯ AAND AANGRYY AAND FFRUUSTRAATEED AAND IIN PAAIIN.
BS: ✯ pleeaasee iiff yy∞uu'ree stiill ∞n myy siidee.
BS: ✯ c∞mee t∞ myy r∞∞m.
BS: ✯ buut d∞n't t∞uuchh mee.
BS: ✯ pleeaasee, yy∞uu'll eend uup hhuurtiing yy∞uurseelff. You pause shortly after sending that message, and you begin to cry. You haven't cried in a while. You thought you were going to be unable for a while. But, unfortunately, that notion was ruined. The pain is too much, you've had to handle it for too long.
Maybe if you see Bee, just knowing what a hug with him is like will make you feel better. [/font] |
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Post by VEDANT ONETTE on Jul 30, 2012 13:12:33 GMT -6
==>: PP: Do Heart Shit.
Your moirail needs you. [/center] Moiraillegiance was more than pacifism. Baltyr knew that much. A moiraillegiance between two people was a sacred thing that strengthened over time. In essence, everybody had fragments- the better the moirail fitted into that space, the more abilities were possible between them. Baltyr did not know how well he fit anywhere, nor was he interested in knowing the full power of the pale quadrant, but he was going to do his damndest to make his friends happy. He rubbed his dark eyes and loomed from the shadows. With a small thud he released a single item- a green box.
BALTYR: i kn0w whats up
BALTYR: call it me sn00ping
BALTYR: ßut im here
BALTYR: and first 0ff aß0ut the t0uchin thing
BALTYR: im n0t g0nna hug y0u
BALTYR: y0ure g0nna hug me
BALTYR: and then y0ure g0nna calm d0wn
BALTYR: and im g0nna first aid y0ur ass up
BALTYR: and thats all there is t0 say 0n the matter
With that, Baltyr took a deep breath, visualizing the area around him. Same old respiteblock without all the cacti. So Lof was officially on her own. That was where he came in. He would have to protect her from her own body in time. But that's what the Knight of Heart did, right? Protected them from themselves. He could use the soul, feeling, emotion, as a weapon and a shield. How odd it was that he ended up pale with Lofora.
Even after their session's death, it was still making all of these parallels.
Skaia wasn't finished with them yet.
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Post by lofora on Jul 30, 2012 15:42:21 GMT -6
==> Lofora: HUG THE GUY.
You don't. You spin, finding Baltyr behind you. You attempt to shrink down into the wall even more. Maybe if you press yourself hard enough against it, you'll melt into it and not have to touch him. If you do, you know your powers will act up, and he'll get quite the shock. The shock was in suddenly feeling like he was being tortured, essentially. You bring your knees up and hold yourself, trying to stop shaking and to stop crying. Neither works.
[/center] LOFORA: ✯ n∞.
LOFORA: ✯ n∞ n∞ n∞, ii caan't t∞uuchh yy∞uu.
LOFORA: ✯ d∞ yy∞uu kn∞w whhaat wiill hhaappeen?
LOFORA: ✯ yy∞uu'll ffeeeel liikee yy∞uu'ree dyyiing.
LOFORA: ✯ ii'vee aalreeaadyy hhuurt thhee shhiit ∞uut ∞ff slaaiieer.
LOFORA: ✯ hhee waas tryyiing t∞ bee aa t∞uughh guuyy aab∞uut iit buut ii c∞uuld teell.
LOFORA: ✯ ii caan't hhuurt yy∞uu.
LOFORA: ✯ ii caan't, ii caan't, ii caan't ruuiin thhiings wiithh yy∞uu t∞∞.
You shake your head and attempt to recede further into the wall. More than anything, you need a moirail. You can't ruin things with Baltyr. You can't just let him touch you. You practically spit your next words.
LOFORA: ✯ s∞, yy∞uu kn∞w whhaat hhaappeeneed?
LOFORA: ✯ beetweeeen mee, aand...
LOFORA: ✯ thhaat ffuuckiing biitchh?
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Post by VEDANT ONETTE on Aug 5, 2012 21:11:25 GMT -6
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You have no idea. [/center]
He didn't move towards her. His aura, calm and collected, drew closer to her, instantly visualizing. It was cool, comforting- it was like visualizing wind, a wind that acted like extensions of Baltyr's forms. He wrapped the wind around her shoulders, closing his eyes.
BALTYR: im here n0w.
BALTYR: y0u dont have t0 w0rry.
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Post by lofora on Aug 5, 2012 21:29:57 GMT -6
==>
You explain.
[/center] LOFORA: ✯ shhee ffuuckiin ruuiineed myy liiffee.
LOFORA: ✯ aanguuiis.
LOFORA: ✯ shhee br∞kee aall ∞ff myy ffuuckiing caactii.
LOFORA: ✯ aand thheen shhee kiisseed mee.
LOFORA: ✯ ii'm iin s∞ muuchh ffuuckiing paaiin riighht n∞w.
LOFORA: ✯ ffr∞m thhee wiithhdraawaal.
LOFORA: ✯ aand ii pr∞baablyy l∞st caaeegaar, t∞∞.
LOFORA: ✯ eeveeryythhiing's ffuuckiing g∞nee.
You collapse in on yourself, beginning to stare at the floor and cry.
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Post by VEDANT ONETTE on Aug 10, 2012 14:36:07 GMT -6
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The cacti... [/center] Lo had been on them for so long. Those strange plants. Baltyr felt acridly that he would never be able to help her away from those. He listened, closing his eyes, listening to her heart. He was a moirail. In the past, that meant that he was able to help her with her emotions, no matter what. That was a part of it. But he felt as though he was doing a shitty job continuously. He was missing something.
BALTYR: its n0t g0ne yet
BALTYR: im here f0r y0u 0kay
BALTYR: and
BALTYR: ill make things right
BALTYR: i will make them understand
BALTYR: it may take a ßit
BALTYR: ßut things will fix themselves
BALTYR: and if y0u need t0 get away and relax then i will ße here
BALTYR: and i will calm y0ur shit d0wn
BALTYR: real deal?
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Post by lofora on Aug 10, 2012 15:45:09 GMT -6
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Real deal. You nod, patting the floor beside you.
[/center] LOFORA: ✯ yyees.
LOFORA: ✯ reeaaleest ffuuckiing deeaal.
LOFORA: ✯ reeaaleest ∞nee ∞uut thheeree.
LOFORA: ✯ ...ffeeeel liikee siittiing ff∞r aa biit?
You look up at him, attempting a smile. It probably looks awkward as shit, but you don't care. Making strides. Sure, you hurt all over, probably worse than you'll ever feel. But Baltyr's here. He hasn't given up on your wreck of a life. Shit, that's all you need.
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Post by VEDANT ONETTE on Aug 17, 2012 14:08:35 GMT -6
==>: Sit. [/center] He sat. Relaxing, he stared over to her. She was a wreck, it was true. Then again, they were stuck on a meteor with no purpose and an omniscient demon hunting them. Those kids needed to hurry their ass up. Real deal.
BALTYR: l0 tell me what y0u need
BALTYR: and ill take care 0f y0u f0r a while
BALTYR: if shit g0es d0wn then ill ße here t0 help ya thr0ugh it
BALTYR: and angius
BALTYR: well ill d0 my ßest t0 keep her away
BALTYR: mayße auspistice ßetween the tw0 0f y0u
BALTYR: i dunn0
BALTYR: if its right t0 say that
BALTYR: ßut fuck y0
BALTYR: its g0tta ße d0ne
BALTYR: 0nly m0therfuckin pr0per
BALTYR: shit has t0 get fixed
BALTYR: even if it inv0lved quadrant shenanigans
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Post by lofora on Aug 17, 2012 22:52:42 GMT -6
==> Lofora: Take It The Wrong Way
It just now occurs to you that maybe the kids being here would help out all this crap. You could probably use someone like Cali to auspice between you two. Still, Strern could work. Or even Slaier, if he gets a fucking moirail and calms his ass down. You hope your sadness isn't too visible in your eyes.
[/center] LOFORA: ✯ ii'd reeaallyy aappreeciiaatee iit iiff yy∞uu taalkeed t∞ caaeegaar, maayybee.
LOFORA: ✯ ii'm s∞ ffuuckiing scaareed, beeee.
LOFORA: ✯ n∞t ∞ff hheer, buut ∞ff l∞siing hheer, naawmsaayyiin?
LOFORA: ✯ shhiit iiff shhee iisn't ∞nee ∞ff thhee beest thhiings thhaat's eeveer hhaappeeneed t∞ mee.
LOFORA: ✯ aand aall thhiis... ii ffeeeel liikee ii ruuiineed iit.
LOFORA: ✯ buut n∞.
LOFORA: ✯ n∞, n∞, n∞, yy∞uu'ree n∞t beeiing aan aauuspiistiicee ff∞r mee aand aanyy∞nee eelsee.
LOFORA: ✯ ii neeeed yy∞uu aas aa m∞iiraaiil, maan.
LOFORA: ✯ m∞ree thhaan ii neeeed s∞mee∞nee beetweeeen mee aand aanguuiis.
You stare right into his eyes. You took that the wrong way. Does that mean he wants out of a moirallegiance with you? This couldn't be happening. No, no, no. You decide to keep it in, as well as you can, and see what he has to say next. You're not losing Baltyr Onette as a moirail. You're not losing every quadrant you had because of this. No. Fuck that. Fuck. That.
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