Post by ADRI COOPER on Mar 22, 2013 14:15:25 GMT -6
| [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true] -- kitschyNeonate [KN] began pestering cognizantAnalgesia [CA] at 00:26 -- [00:26] KN: Adri? [00:26] KN: Are you there? [00:27] CA: lok- im srry fr messing up the memo- didnt mean to heh [00:27] KN: You don't need to apologize to that. The memo was already going to shit with or without your influence.~ [00:27] KN: I'm more concerned about you blowing up like that. [00:28] KN: I don't know what happened, but whatever it was, it was bad. [00:28] KN: So, uh, I guess I'm here. [00:28] KN: If you need to talk. [00:28] KN: I guess. [00:28] CA: well im stil sorry- didn't make it any better. [00:28] CA: and its in the past- i dnt think i shuld really talk about it. [00:29] CA: just need to be less of a spaz- or idit [00:30] KN: You're not an idiot. A little emotional, and you really need to work on your typing skills, but you're not an idiot. [00:30] KN: And sometimes you need to talk about things for them to get better...at least that's what my guardian always tells me. [00:31] KN: So uh..I can listen. Just throw it at me. [00:31] KN: I'm your leader afterall. I have to make sure my team is in tip top shape! [00:31] KN: That means emotionally and mentally too. [00:32] CA: heh well that doesnt exlain why i made the dumbest mistake pssible as a friend- im dumb- its that simple [00:33] CA: and i just- ill fuck u the truth if i tld you- yu have to ask ezra if yu want to knw [00:33] CA: its kind of more persnal to him- even if he doesnt act it. [00:34] KN: You'll...fuck me the truth? Jesus, Adri. [00:34] KN: And I've already tried talking to him. [00:34] KN: I was trying to work this out before you blew up. [00:34] CA: / up* [00:34] CA: srry [00:34] KN: He refuses to tell me anything. [00:34] KN: It's alright. [00:35] KN: Look, here's the thing. [00:36] KN: I feel for you guys, I really do. But we can't have this emotional baggage going into the game. [00:36] KN: If you both aren't in the right state of mind, then your aren't paying as much attention to the game as you should be. [00:36] KN: And that can lead to problems. [00:37] KN: I just want to work this out so I don't have to worry about anything happening with the team, okay? [00:37] CA: well i cant very wel fix it if he wnt tak t me- i've tried fixing this fr years nw. [00:38] CA: and he isnt even on or team [00:38] KN: Woah. Woah woah woah. [00:38] KN: WOAH. WAIT. [00:38] KN: /YEARS/? [00:38] KN: This has been going on for years?! [00:39] CA: im exaggerating- im ging to shut up now. [00:39] KN: Urg no...shutting up isn't going to help anything. [00:40] KN: The only thing that's going to help is if one of you guys decides to talk. [00:40] CA: well pening my big mouth only made things mre difficult- this is the better way [00:40] CA: why does it have t be me- why cant he tak [00:40] CA: ive been talking s much now [00:42] KN: Riot's talking to him now, and I've already tried talking to him. [00:43] KN: But, you both are acting like this. One of you is going to have to stop being so cagey about the whole thing and just talk to us. [00:43] KN: We can help. [00:44] CA: and what if yu cant help- what if it only get wrse? [00:44] CA: ive been trying for- awhile- he desnt want to budge. [00:45] CA: and i dnt blame him [00:45] CA: i was an awful friend- and now- nw im a shitty drama fueled mnster [00:45] KN: So. You just want to give up then? You're not even going to take a chance on us? You know how good a talker I am, Adri. And Riot's surprisingly collected when he wants to be. [00:46] KN: You're not. Stop putting yourself down. [00:46] CA: well what wuld you call that outburst then?- sure wasn't cam and collected. [00:46] CA: and im not giving up [00:46] CA: giving up wuld mean i had a chance- i dont [00:47] CA: i fucked up and he wnt forgive me- nw im just being thorn in his side because i cant mve on [00:48] CA: im the prblem here- even if i wish i wasnt [00:50] -- kitschyNeonate [KN] ceased pestering cognizantAnalgesia [CA] at 00:50 -- [00:52] -- kitschyNeonate [KN] began pestering cognizantAnalgesia [CA] at 00:52 -- [00:52] KN: Sorry about that. My connection cut out. [00:53] CA: yea- its no prblem i guess. [00:53] KN: But, Adri. I don't think he hates you. Never once did he ever mention to me hating you. [00:54] KN: In fact, the only reason he said he won't talk to you? [00:54] KN: Is because he thinks he'll be a "douche bag" if he does. [00:54] KN: Now, if he hated you, why would he care about that? [00:55] CA: i dnt know- how am i supposed t know. [00:56] KN: Well, I'll tell you then. He wouldn't. If he hated you, he wouldn't care. [00:56] CA: then why is he ignring me- i dnt understand [00:56] KN: Just because you gave him some bad advice doesn't mean he's going to hate you forever for it. [00:57] KN: I guess he needs time to get his thoughts together. I don't know. [00:57] CA: i hurt him- it wasnt just bad advice- i hurt him. [00:58] CA: i realy wish he wuld already- i dnt like thinking i have a chance [00:58] KN: And you've apologized. Even just on that memo you said sorry multiple times. I just think he doesn't know how to go about fixing this yet. [00:58] KN: A chance? What do you mean? [01:00] CA: like he might frgive me- like i didnt break him- id rather him just hate me then fr me to feel god about this- only fr it to bite me in the ass [01:00] CA: im such a sad mess its ridulus- i shouldnt be like this. [01:01] KN: You're having problems with a friend. You have the right to be a mess, I'm sure. [01:02] KN: And he will forgive you, trust me. I'm good at reading people, and I didn't read "hate" anywhere on that kid. [01:02] KN: You just have to give it some more time. Ezra's got a lot on his plate. [01:02] KN: At least from what he told Riot. [01:03] CA: i- alright ill trust you- ill give it mre time- got penty of that [01:03] KN: So...um, just hold out for a bit longer, okay? Things will sort out. I'll make sure they do. [01:03] KN: Thank you.~ [01:04] CA: look i- i really appreciate yu talking to me- it means a lot yu know. [01:04] CA: but i think- i think i need t be alone for a bit- if thats okay? [01:04] KN: Uh, yeah. It's no big thing.~ I'm always here to help out a team member. [01:04] KN: And that's fine. [01:04] KN: Feel better. [01:05] CA: yea- team members heh- thank you lola [01:05] CA: i'll try [01:05] -- cognizantAnalgesia [CA] ceased pestering kitschyNeonate [KN] at 01:05 -- |