I'm an idiot [Ocia]

[whimsy]

[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]quibbledWhimsy [QW] began pestering nihilPhilanthropist [NP] at --:--

QW: I'm an idiot
QW: I'm an idiot
QW: I'm an idiot I'm an idiot I'm an idiot
QW: I'm an idiot I'm an idiot I'm an idiot I'm an idiot I'm an idiot I'm an idiot I'm an idiot I'm an idiot
QW: I'm an idiot I'm an idiot I'm an idiot
QW: I am an idiot!

[threeam3]

NP: Cali.
NP: At this point we can be certain that you are not sure...
NP: How your heart feels.
NP: At this point it's fair to tell you that my contingencies...
NP: ...
NP: Never mind.
NP: I still fear telling you.
NP: I am beginning to think that Skaia can't control Void.
NP: At least not like everything else.
NP: The Terrors say that they operate outside of the blue planet.
NP: Basically...
NP: I get that you and Ross have a thing going.
NP: And I don't blame you-
NP: Growing up is hard. You know.
NP: Do what your heart tells you.
NP: And don't fight it.
NP: By the end of all this I can't claim you will like me as much.
NP: As you do now.

[whimsy]

[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: No no
QW: no no no no
QW: no no no no
QW: We don't have a thing
QW: He and whoever I am when I'm around him have a thing
QW: I knew it was a mistake
QW: I knew it was wrong
QW: But I went and did it anyway
QW: I'm an idiot
QW: Because I really do like you
QW: Seriously!
QW: Ross
QW: It's so confusing and chaotic and hard
QW: But you
QW: You are comforting and normal
QW: You are what I want
QW: I swear
QW: Despite all the proof against it

[threeam3]

NP: Well...
NP: What I am saying is that we are all stressed.
NP: Our emotions are everywhere.
NP: And we are looking for companionship and understanding.
NP: I.
NP: Am thinking that in this rush we are grasping these relationships.
NP: For comfort.
NP: And simply put-
NP: I have a job to do.
NP: As much as I enjoyed our date...
NP: I can't promise I will be able to go one another one when we meet in person.
NP: At least not the first time we meet.
NP: Cali...
NP: I wish you could see the future with me.
NP: So you could understand what I see.
NP: Mine aren't as clear as yours...
NP: And only revolve around key points.
NP: But they're all I need to see to know.
NP: That the game is about to get very difficult.
NP: We have already set it that way.
NP: The three of us.

[whimsy]

[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: I don't understand
QW: But then
QW: I've stopped understanding
QW: But I really should ask
QW: I mean
QW: You have my permission
QW: I gave you that
QW: I won't take that back
QW: Because I trust you
QW: But everyone thinks I'm crazy
QW: For trusting you
QW: For not knowing why
QW: So I need to ask
QW: Do you intend for me to reach God Tier?

[threeam3]

NP: It depends.
NP: There are contingencies.
NP: The Gods have warned me-
NP: My visions don't have to be perfect.
NP: In other words- the alpha isn't specifically set.
NP: You could live or die.
NP: As long as you fulfill Skaia's wish.
NP: I want you to reach God Tier.
NP: And have seen one way to do so.
NP: But if somebody else fucks it up...
NP: Then you might end up worse off.
NP: Which is why...
NP: I don't want them to intervene.
NP: Cali-
NP: I am trying to be clean with all of this.
NP: Because the contingencies are terrifying.
NP: But necessary for you to survive in the event that things go wrong.

[whimsy]

[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: I've been working on that
QW: Finn won't interfere
QW: He promised
QW: And I'll make him remember
QW: I even made him promise not to hate you for it
QW: Because you know what he can be like
QW: And Ross
QW: Well
QW: He was against it
QW: But
QW: He doesn't need to be there.
QW: And Alex knows what has to be done
QW: So he'll help
QW: Those are the main ones to worry about
QW: And I've talked to them
QW: But what kind of contingencies are you talking about?

[threeam3]

NP: Cali.
NP: I don't see the for sure future.
NP: I see the future that would most likely happen?
NP: Perhaps.
NP: Or maybe I see the future the Gods want me to.
NP: I do not know the origin of these abilities.
NP: Nor the destination.
NP: But things can change.
NP: The future is not set for me.
NP: As it is for you.
NP: So I make sure to have multiple plans.
NP: There are things I still don't understand.
NP: For example.
NP: A green sun.
NP: I do not know what it is.
NP: But I have seen it.
NP: We need to talk to the other kids.
NP: No, you need to.
NP: Tell them you have seen it.
NP: And tell them that you want them to do their best...
NP: To learn about it.
NP: Skaia is built around puzzles.
NP: There have to be Green Sun ones.

[whimsy]

[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: A green sun?
QW: Does that have anything to do with the hulks spazzing out?
QW: They do glow green and that's like the only green thing I know of here
QW: Aside from my world
QW: But that's because of the plants
QW: But
QW: You want me to lie about seeing it?
QW: Because I'm a horrible liar, Ocia
QW: Which is why I never even tried to hide
QW: The mess I made
QW: Because you'd see right through me
QW: And I'd be in even more trouble.

[threeam3]

NP: Don't lie.
NP: Simply say you glimpsed a green sun.
NP: No idea what it is-
NP: But it is important because it is the color of the imps.
NP: Apparently.
NP: Tell Alex.
NP: ...
NP: He will tell the others for you.