nothing to lose (Cali)

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sinisterArtisan [SA] began trolling quibbledWhimsy [QW] at 00:00

SA: hey cali
SA: you there/
SA: your timeline
SA: is starting to get all weird
SA: and patchy
SA: so
SA: i guess i
SA: might have left this
SA: until the last minute
SA: ...
SA: contacting you,
SA: i mean...
SA: you're still
SA: set straight on-course
SA: for this whole
SA: dying
SA: thing/

[whimsy]

[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: It gets patchy?
QW: That must mean it's happening soon
QW: Ocia's the one who is supposed to kill me
QW: And he's the Mage of Void.
QW: I can't See with him around
QW: So it probably interferes with Trollian's timeline as well.
QW: And for the record
QW: That is a yes
QW: I'm on course for this whole dying thing.
QW: I'm too committed to stop now anyway
QW: If I wanted to.

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SA: yeah i
SA: sort of assumed
SA: as much
SA: void is
SA: a strange thing
SA: but helpful
SA: calm
SA: i get that
SA: and i'm also glad
SA: your plans are working out
SA: sometimes
SA: we have to do fucking
SA: awful stuff
SA: and sort of
SA: take a leap of
SA: faith
SA: but whatever you've seen
SA: i'm sure
SA: if you trust it
SA: this will all work out

[whimsy]

[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: Ocia plans on me ascending
QW: I don't understand why that is so hard for everyone to grasp
QW: My
QW: Er
QW: Friend
QW: Ross
QW: Is set on stopping it at all costs
QW: Even though I assured him it was going to be okay
QW: He's even got his sister watching over me
QW: Like a lusus
QW: Though I have Alex doing something about that
QW: So she won't interfere.

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SA: even ascending
SA: has its dangers
SA: but i'm sure
SA: with all your planning
SA: you'll come out
SA: on the other side
SA: all shiny
SA: and red
SA: and robe-clad
SA: that's what we
SA: time players
SA: are best at
SA: making our plans
SA: work out
SA: no matter
SA: how twisted up
SA: and confusing
SA: they are
SA: wait
SA: is the human ross
SA: why
SA: what
SA: why wouldn't he
SA: want you to ascend/
SA: once you
SA: reach god tier
SA: it's pretty much
SA: the safest you
SA: will ever be
SA: in the game
SA: what kind of friend
SA: would try to steal that
SA: away from you

[whimsy]

[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: I know where he's coming from
QW: God Tier hasn't happened yet
QW: I only know about it because of my future self
QW: And you guys
QW: And you have to die to get there
QW: Which is a steep cost
QW: He's worried it's not true
QW: And that I'll just die
QW: And
QW: Well he cares about me
QW: So he doesn't want me to die
QW: It's complicated
QW: A lot of complex human emotions
QW: That I doubt you'll understand
QW: Since you hardly share the concept of friendship.

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SA: err
SA: yeah sis
SA: i've been meaning
SA: to talk to you
SA: about that
SA: actually

[whimsy]

[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: About me dying?
QW: About human friendship?
QW: About Ross?
QW: There are a lot of abouts floating around, you're going to have to be more specific.

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SA: yeah
SA: uhh
SA: the whole
SA: ...
SA: thefriendshipthing

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[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: Oh?
QW: Oh.
QW: Oh!
QW: Wow that was fast.
QW: Wait, what thing?

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SA: uhh
SA: yeah
SA: it's sort of
SA: augh
SA: can'tbelievethis
SA: you know
SA: exactly
SA: what thing1
SA: the whole
SA: you know
SA: the pale
SA: thing

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[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: What pale thing is that? <>

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SA: you know what
SA: i'm just
SA: going to fucking
SA: get this
SA: over with
SA: so you can stop with the damn
SA: <>'ing
SA: i know you humans
SA: don't really have an equivilant
SA: for a moirail
SA: not exactly
SA: but
SA: i'm seriously
SA: so damn pale for you
SA: so either
SA: shut me up right now
SA: tell me its stupid
SA: or
SA: i don't know
SA: pleasebecoolwithit

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[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: Wow
QW: So is this like
QW: When
QW: Wow did you have to phrase it like that?
QW: "I'm seriously so pale for you"
QW: At least it's not flush
QW: That would suck
QW: I don't need anyone else flush
QW: So what does that mean really?
QW: I mean I thought it was like best friends
QW: Or BFFs
QW: But the way you said that makes it sound like a commitment.

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SA: blushingsohard
SA: youhavenoidea
SA: i'm not flush
SA: i know you've had
SA: more than enough
SA: of that
SA: moirallegiance
SA: is more like
SA: your human idea
SA: of siblings
SA: if that makes
SA: any sense at all
SA: ...
SA: i'm really awful
SA: at explaining things
SA: aren't i
SA: it's sort of like
SA: best bros
SA: but
SA: i don't know
SA: a little deeper
SA: than something shared
SA: between friends
SA: it's a partner