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Post by whimsy on Jul 10, 2012 20:13:03 GMT -6
[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]quibbledWhimsy [QW] began pestering nihilPhilanthropist [NP] at --:--
QW: Ocia QW: I QW: Am sorry QW: I don't know what's going on QW: And I need QW: Please QW: Don't hate me. QW: Please QW: But QW: I think QW: I kissed Ross QW: I mean QW: I did QW: I don't know QW: I don't know what I was thinking. QW: I was just so QW: But please QW: Don't hate me.
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Post by threeam3 on Jul 10, 2012 20:21:33 GMT -6
-- [NP] began pestering [QW]-- NP: Uhm. NP: No I don't hate you. NP: And I don't really have any ill feelings. NP: I mean love doesn't really just happen... NP: ... NP: After one date, I believe. NP: And while I am not really sure how I feel. NP: I don't really feel angry. NP: ... NP: Well... NP: If you want to work alongside Ross I have no say in the matter. NP: I won't tell Finn. NP: I don't know what the right thing to say here is. NP: I'm not the most proficient with... NP: Talking.
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Post by whimsy on Jul 10, 2012 20:26:34 GMT -6
[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: I'm sorry. QW: I mean QW: We only had one date QW: But I'm looking for the next QW: And I think QW: I mean QW: I really think I like you QW: And I don't know about Ross QW: I went through the gate QW: And I was in Ross's world QW: And things between us are really complicated QW: And then I broke down QW: And he tried to comfort me QW: I don't know QW: I mean QW: I really think QW: Really really QW: That I like you QW: Not him QW: I'm sorry QW: I shouldn't throw this all on you QW: You're going to think I'm a total spaz QW: Which is the opposite of what I want you to think QW: But QW: I'm so confused QW: And afraid QW: And QW:
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Post by threeam3 on Jul 10, 2012 20:39:04 GMT -6
NP: Cali. NP: Things are complicated. NP: It's part of growing up. NP: And you know... We're the last twelve kids from our universe. NP: I... NP: There is a lot of stuff going on with me too. NP: And there are a lot of things that I have to do. NP: Not good things. NP: But the Gods tell me. NP: And I follow. NP: So... NP: Maybe it is better? NP: If you were to get to know others better too. NP: Because I don't want to disappoint you.
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Post by whimsy on Jul 10, 2012 20:42:36 GMT -6
[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: But QW: Ocia QW: We all have to do terrible things QW: I have to let Finn kill Alex QW: I'm still struggling with that one QW: You and I share that QW: We know exactly what we have to do QW: Even if we don't like it QW: It's not the kind of thing I want to bear alone QW: And I don't want you to bear it alone either QW: That much I know QW: In all my confusion that feels like the most solid thought I can grasp.
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Post by threeam3 on Jul 10, 2012 23:40:14 GMT -6
NP: I don't have to do what I see. NP: I have seen the situations... NP: But never my actions. NP: What happens after Finn kills Alex? NP: Alex rises, more powerful than ever... NP: Don't you think he would be even more pissed off? NP: What if Finn gets hurt? NP: Can you watch that? NP: Because Finn's quest bed isn't anywhere near Alex's. NP: He might not make it. NP: My visions don't affect time like yours do. NP: They aren't always solid. NP: But if I feel they suit my whims then I manipulate people to follow them. NP: Like you for example. NP: Do you think Finn would stand you ascending if he knew you had to die? NP: He would avenge you in his own way. NP: I'm nothing like them. NP: If anything I'm the bad guy. NP: Because I kill people for myself, not for time.
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Post by whimsy on Jul 10, 2012 23:44:03 GMT -6
[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: It must be nice. QW: I don't know what Finn's fate will be. QW: My vision showed me him as he cut down Alex. QW: I could let Alex die there, honestly. QW: I wouldn't be able to do that. QW: So my options are either helping him ascend or reviving him with a kiss. QW: Either way he'll be mad. QW: And I don't know what's supposed to happen. QW: That's the worst part. QW: But Ocia QW: I couldn't kill anybody for time QW: Even if I had to QW: I can't even kill the hulks myself QW: The vines do it for me QW: And that's why I need someone like you QW: Which is why I trust you QW: And why I made Finn promise not to intervene QW: During whatever event you have predicted.
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Post by threeam3 on Jul 10, 2012 23:47:41 GMT -6
NP: That is the problem! NP: Don't trust me. NP: You saw what I work for. NP: Writhing monstrosities that work to benefit themselves... NP: And the reason I told you that we had to stop him. NP: Is because... NP: Damnit. NP: Cali, have you seen anything that scared you? NP: In the future.
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Post by whimsy on Jul 10, 2012 23:52:37 GMT -6
[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: Nothing I've seen in the future scares me more than the present. QW: And the fact is QW: I am afraid of seeing something QW: Imagine knowing when and where I'm going to die QW: Or seeing everyone I care about die around me QW: Doomed offshoot or not. QW: I fear my actions and choices hurting those around me. QW: I don't fear too much for myself. QW: Though QW: That's honestly one of the reasons I like being around you QW: Though even if it weren't true QW: I would still want to see you QW: But when I'm around you QW: I can't see my own future QW: Or yours QW: But as long as you're around my visions are limited QW: So I don't need to be afraid that I'll see something QW: Horrifying
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Post by threeam3 on Jul 11, 2012 0:07:34 GMT -6
NP: What if it is because of me that you cannot see something... NP: Dangerous to yourself or others? NP: And someone gets hurt? NP: I won't claim to be a hero. NP: That's Finn. Or Alex... NP: And I will be the cause of a lot of pain. NP: When it comes down to it. NP: I have to be the dark mage. NP: And I don't want you to be affected badly by that.
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Post by whimsy on Jul 11, 2012 0:14:59 GMT -6
[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: If I can't see something that's harmful QW: Then I have the exact same handicap as everyone else QW: I got by at that level before QW: I can continue like it. QW: You give me normality. QW: And frankly QW: I like that you're able to do what you need to do QW: I envy that in you QW: I just run away QW: I always run away QW: Finn and I aren't that different QW: But you know what you need to do QW: What needs to get done QW: And that's enough for me to feel safe QW: Horrorterrors or not. QW: I have diabolic vines keeping me safe. QW: I can live with your horroterrors telling you what to do.
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Post by threeam3 on Jul 11, 2012 0:22:10 GMT -6
NP: But you can't live with them being there. NP: As ridiculously over-dramatic as this sounds... NP: There will be a point where you all will hate me. NP: I will ruin everything. NP: I don't want to be the guy... NP: Who shows you companionship. NP: Then becomes your enemy. NP: Plainly stated, I am afraid that at one point... NP: You may all try to kill me. NP: Or rather, you will all want to. NP: If that makes sense?
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Post by whimsy on Jul 11, 2012 0:26:22 GMT -6
[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: I just told you I can't kill someone. QW: And I don't plan on ever doing so QW: Nor do I wish death QW: Death is a horrible fate QW: Even if the dead are going to rise QW: Like as gods or something QW: I still can't see past it QW: But Ocia QW: I'm the Seer of Time QW: I've seen too much of the future QW: Enough that I know I don't want to live in the future QW: Right now I want to live in the present QW: And prepare for the future QW: But I'm not going to worry about the 'eventually's until they come.
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Post by threeam3 on Jul 11, 2012 0:30:55 GMT -6
NP: Okay then. NP: I don't mean to be the evil one. NP: But I'm going to tell you this. NP: In order for us to get closer. NP: And get to know each other better... NP: I need your permission. NP: First- I need your permission to kill you. NP: Second- I need your permission... NP: That I can die in peace if I am killed as a repercussion. NP: Finn and Ross, hell, even Venn... NP: They will be able to protect you better than I can. NP: Because I can't protect you. NP: I can't explain everything. NP: Because doing so might not make my plans work. NP: But there it is. NP: On the metaphorical table. NP: Me being the bad guy.
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Post by whimsy on Jul 11, 2012 0:34:52 GMT -6
[style=width: 450px; padding: 10 25; background: #666611; border: 1px dashed black; font-size: 11px; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold; color: 66DD11; text-align: left;]QW: QW: QW: QW: I QW: I trust you. QW: I know exactly what it's like QW: To know something and know that it seems against everyone's interests QW: Like Finn killing Alex QW: It haunts me QW: I know what that's like QW: It may not be the same QW: But I still trust you QW: So QW: I guess QW: Don't make it painful? QW: And if I have any say QW: I'll make sure no one does anything to you QW: I think they'll listen to me QW: I'll make them listen to me QW: But you're not the bad guy QW: A bad guy wouldn't be comforting to me even after asking if he can kill me.
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